no more bum days for me. sigh the whole weekend i was being lazy and didnt do a single thing for school and now im so behind. 56pgs of chem problems, study guide for anthro (test on friday), longest paper due next wednesday, study for greekmyth (test next tuesday), study for chem(test next monday). im staying at school today and tomorrow til i get at least half that paper done. seriously, so hard to concentrate at home. then stay after school thurs and friday w/judy and shelli to do chem stuff.

i find life very pointless. everyday is sucha routine. school, work, play, study EVERY SINGLE WEEK. whats the point? ever since i was a kid: go to school so you can get into high school. after you get into high school, graduate so you can get into college. after you get into college, graduate so you can get a job, after you get a job, work til you get old and cant even move. great. even the play part is routine. catch up w/person1, go to person2's party, dinner w/person3, etc... to think thats how life is suppose to be makes me tear up sometimes. sometimes i believe people are right when they say 'maybe living on earth is the hell part' why am i so emotional? i dont know. probably gonna get my period soon

what else what else? im currently waiting for girl to leave library so i can steal her plug.

i have a 6pg research paper due next week and i havent started on it. my prof never mentioned anything about it, cept she gave us the outline for it in the beginning of school. being a dependent child, ive believed that if the prof isnt gonna go over it in class, then its not due. sigh, my upperdivision classmates say other wise. some profs will not go over details w/you in class and wont even remind you. ahh im not use to this nonbabying technique. i want to get told what to do, when to do it. guess i should start working on it sometime soon.

yesterday at 1111am, i wished for cardio to get cancelled...it didnt. stupid thing doesnt work

last night was very relaxing and fun. i had to take katie and three of her friends to fullerton for the bell game. after i dropped them off, me and kevin went to the block to wait for her to call us to pick her up. we were only suppose to eat there, but there was a forever21 and i couldnt help myself. there were these really 2cute shoes and i couldnt decide on what to get, so i got both :D then when i got home to put them away on the shelf, i realized there were lots of sandals i bought  but havent worn >.< i always wear the same ones over and over. time to bust out those old sandals again. i also got skinnyjeanleggings! they are so cooL! apparently, only i thought so. my sisters thought it wasnt worth the money, my mom just said hm. my dad showed the most interest by me making him feel it.

so game ended like at 930, dropped katie off at her friends bday party afterwards, then picked up vic from her friends house at 11. then family stayed up to watch tv to wait for kate to come home cuz she forgot her keys.

they are stretchy SKINNY jeans! so comfortable. it doesnt hug to your calves nor is it low cut. i dont get you people. i forgot how new stuff can make a person so happy :)

so i woke up this morning, showered, then went downstairs. i was on my laptop, heard someone pee in the downstairs bathroom. didnt think much of it, 'its probably just vicky since no one else is home' later i went upstairs to discover vic was still asleep >.< who peed downstairs then? eeee kinda creepy

oh, mom bought nathan his guitar -__- he better use it wisely. sometimes i feel bad. i wished we had an older brother so he can teach nathan sports, skate boarding, guitaring...i tried to get nathan to become more athletic by playing bball with him sometimes after dinner, but after like 5 minutes i complain its too boring and went inside the house. poor boy :( shooting hoops all by himself.